<🌸To whom it may concern!> 🌸I've been deciding to write to you for a really long time. Just consider me as your inner voice. One that you intentionally buried a long time ago. And I know that still you'll try to unhear it.
🌸 *I AM PROUD OF YOU!* Yes, you that you've been working on so hard each day to get yourself better. Did you ever thought that you'll become a version of yourself that you're today? I clearly remember the type of being you were nine years ago. The time when you actually, really opened yourself to your surroundings. Although you evolved just couple of years but still all the lessons that you learned. I am relieved that all those people and situations that stepped into your life, you took those as lessons rather regrets. *YOU'RE DOING GREAT!! * who thought, I mean, myself, your own self wasn't aware of all the strength that you held inside. Believing false beliefs, *I'M NOT ENOUGH! * today you have your own identity, your own character, some qualities that make you distinct from others. 🌸You remember don't you? You had your self before too but you kept yourself away from vanity and fame. And I wondered why were you like this? You had all the blessings why did you kept the doors away? There was a time when you shut yourself. When deep inside you knew that you were doing wrong and this ain't the solution. But still you shut yourself and everything out. You were so hard on yourself. Suffocated yourself to the point that I wasn't being able to pull us out. You were drowning us both. You still have memories, flashbacks right!? Those days, time, people whom you've consciously pushed at the back of your mind. 🌸But today, this very moment I find myself proud of you. That you decided to let things go. You accepted that things are supposed to let go. You can't control life. You accepted the Imperfect you, the broken, the flawed you. You became secure and firm. You've began to let yourself grow. 🌸I am grateful that you have realized that life isn't about *FINDING YOURSELF* but it's about *LOVING YOURSELF* even at your worst. 🌸🌸
You started out on your journey, these goals for a reason.
Do you remember why?
Or have you gotten so caught up in achieving it and putting a checkmark that it's done, you've forgotten.
You've forgotten the reason you set out.
You've forgotten your big WHY for it all.
You've forgotten what lit you up about achieving it.
So if you're a little lost, grab some paper and a pen, and dump your brain of all that it's hiding.
Self-love hack I discovered today: I love flowers a lot, I put them in a vase and place them on my desk or the bathroom counter. I tell them nice things daily, and today I said somethin like “Good morning my lovely flowers, you’re bloomin pretty today, keep being beautiful you,” Then I looked up and saw myself in the mirror.
I almost cried.
We tell ourselves need a friend - and that friend has to be that person in the mirror.