PREGNANCY UPDATE: IN THE HOSPITAL!! 32 weeks and 3 days. 5cm last time a check was done. So it may or may not be time. I woke up from my nap yesterday afternoon bleeding. Upon arrival at the hospital (I am not being seen on a military post due to pre-term labor symptoms) and am super disappointed in my care so far. Not only do I feel super disconnected from the staff, I get checked on maybe every 4-5 hours. I was placed in a smaller l&d room to accommodate the lack of staff last night (they actually argued about this in front of me), my IV was attempted 6 times before it was successful (my hands are littered with band-aids, I am I being offered a slew of medicine including some for sleep, anxiety and pain when I continuously and explicitly keep saying I am not tired (the resident insisted 5am is too early for me to be awake), I am only anxious because I have a 2year old at home who needs me and no local family and I’m having contractions but the pain is bearable.
I understand why cervix checks cannot continue to be performed and partially why my son cannot remain here with another adult - especially if my room is in the nosebleeds.
I just want to cry at the disappointment. I want to check out because I am still bleeding, the babies are doing fine, but I can feel something is wrong and I have zero trust in anyone on this floor right now and nor do I feel they care that much about the quiet room on the corner of the floor. I really am just praying that should I have my babies today, that their NICU care is everything others say it is. Wish me luck y’all. I just want a healthy, safe delivery and for my baby boy to be okay with mommy gone a for a night or two. 😥🙏🏾💜💙————————————————————
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