I’ve always been insecure with my body,i was never interested to join in any beauty pageant though i was pushed by people around me saying i got the height and the beauty to qualify in the said competition but i admit i was too shy to do it, i knew deep within myself that i am not confident enough to show my flaws and scars all over my body,not to mention my not-so-curvy body structure and ofcourse my skin color,which is why i’m using some whitening lotions and creams bcoz i wanna be fair-skinned like most girls in my country tries to achieve nowadays honestly speaking. Wearing bikinis 👙 actually is a struggle for me,real-talk,i get jealous when i see girls wearing them with confidence while i wear them like i was being criticised every time i see people looking towards me. But having scars and marks all over my body gave me strength to be who i am,gave me the wisdom to accept what i am.all because i can’t change my body but have to embrace it to show to people the real me. Trying to embrace my body gave me confidence i never imagined it gave me happiness to let go of the negative thoughts and only receive positivity. Now, i can also share lots of my pictures in bikinis on social media co’z i can’t resist the beauty of the Caribbean waters.Tell you what!body marks and stretch marks aren’t the worst, you know what is it? Heartbreak,when your heart gets broken,you lose everything,all the confidence,the hopes,that dreams,the smile and laugh,the strength to live,and all those positive things in life,but when you finally realised that things happen for a reason and accept them then you will have the strength to move on. Just accept all the flaws and wear them marks with strength and hope that’s when all around you will light up once again,will bring your smile back and you’ll face everyone with your head up high once more.
Remember! you are loved, even when you were once broken and flawed,but you are YOU and you are one hell of a FIGHTER!
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