Happy Tuesday 🎉
So we went on a date lunch and it was amazing!
I have pink hair nowww
Distracting myself by planning out possible cosplays, thinking about a raven one because then I just get a Cape in the end like if nothing else lmao also want to do a female bakugo buy want to make the accessories if I do and probably don't have the time!
Night time rant for anyone who fancies a read:
This weekend has been a really bad fibro (fibrmyalgia) flare up so I'm booking an appointment to discuss things with the doctor, I want to see someone with more insight to the illness because being put on higher dosages are just going to be annoying! The most annoying thing with this dumb illness is not knowing if it's something/anything else because people are constantly making you second guess the illness, it's so painful that I can't sleep and shit like that 😭😂 but my own family don't understand and I had multiple comments over the past months on if it's even a real illness.
Imagine a horrible flu or virus that you've had, and you go to the doctors thinking It must be an infection by now, but they simply tell you it's viral, and you can't have antibiotics for it. Orrr imagine you've been on a hike up a mountain that just doesn't end, and you have weights attached to your shoulders/hips/wrists/ankles... That's what a flare up is for me, its bad enough to make me feel like I'll actually be sick. I'll take a nap when ever I can because I need all the sleep I can get before it keeps me up all night, gives me nightmares from pain, or just stops me having any REM sleep. I'm always shifting about, fidgeting and stepping from foot to foot in order to take my mind off the pain I'm in.
I hate to talk about my invisible illness because opening up about it feels like giving in. I'm a stubborn kind of person and I swear to god I won't let this define me or change me, but it is deffinetly a complication unfortunately.
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