I told him my past,because oh yeah I love him. I told him how I got raped by my father at a tender age of 6,because he said I could tell him my deepest pain. On that starry night some months ago,I told him I had sex with my first boyfriend at age 15. Just because I see my future in the full glow of his eyes,I told him I had four abortions for my second boyfriend. Ohh,I love him,I couldn't help but tell him,I was once a female sex worker. Could I be so wrong,when I told him I once slept with his best friend before we met? He said he was comfortable with my past pains and atrocities. I met Kunle at a friend's birthday party 2years ago when my life was in a tupsy turvy state.Kunle was everything I've always wanted,he was an angel in human form,he saw light in my darkness and gave me reasons to start all over. I embraced change and everything has been going on smoothly between us. He is the beautiful soul God reserved for me.
But,last night,he wasn't the man I used to know,just like a black rose,his darkness was beautifully fatal. I watched with my eye sparkling with unshed tears,when he said I was a pile of rubbish. Just as though my whole world stood still,Kunle talked about my pasts so easily,I watched the movement of his lips as he spoke,the soft lips I love to kiss every time but this night,kunle's lips lost its ring of diplomacy.
I wanted to scream, i wanted it to be a dream,where is the Kunle,the one who loves me unconditionally. My Kunle promised never to judge me,but the Kunle my eyes could see became a lawyer overnight.
Just like the walls of Jericho,his words came crumbling down and I couldn't hold it in one piece-"You're an unfortunate young woman, my life has been a roller coaster of bad luck since you became my woman,your past is clouding my glory,please leave! Leave!"
I was lost in a mixture of anger and emotional raggle taggle. His words hit me hard and most of them settled in my stomach. Kunle just naked me emotionally.
Was I wrong telling him everything?? Or am I really a bad egg in a basket of good eggs?? Please leave a comment below👇👇💜💜 #munah #past #emotions #oau #iwrite #past #pen #piece