Dear you, we’ve just said goodbye and it broke my heart. I didn’t have time and I couldn’t manage to say everything I wanted to say. So here it is.
I’m going to be alone now, and I’m not very good at that. But it’s ok becuase thanks to you, I know I’ll never be alone. Life is a bunch of good things and bad things and the good things don’t make the bad things better but also the bad things don’t make the good things any less good. And like this ferris wheel, we had our up and downs, and for every one of the downs, there were a million ups. This ferris wheel is where I realised I was truly in love with you.
I’ll never forget the first time I saw you and I wish I didn’t have to see you go. But that’s life. Sometimes it makes you fight for what you want, what you already have, and what you need. And you are definitely more than worth fighting for.
You make me feel things I never thought I would feel, you give me happiness I never thought I’d have, or that I even deserved. Thanks to you, for the first time in my life, I know what love is.
Now that you’re not here I’m not sure what I’ll do, because everything has your imprint on it, everything is you. The memories are like poison but at the same time they give me hope. But don’t worry, every sad day that follows is another day closer to seeing you. And another day I’ll spend fighting towards being with you again. Part of me is leaving with you, and part of you is staying here with me. And these parts, like love, are a promise. A promise that I’ll see you again. And a promise that I’ll wait.
Every great story has a beginning, a middle and an end. It’s sad when things have to end, but we have to be grateful for everything that happened in the middle. Our story was, and will be, the best. Thank you so much for everything.
And this is by no means a goodbye, it’s just the beginning, this isn’t the end.
With love, Tristan.