This post is very personal and special, please pay attention and read the caption. I have something to tell you, even through it may seem silly. But it matters anyway. it's not easy to even talk about it, but I feel like I have to share my thoughts with you and explain why I'm so serious and anxious right now.
Last night I had a really, really bad dream. I was trying to get over it for hours but I can't. God, I'm so nervous because it's so hard to tell... In this dream, we've got the news that Tom Hiddleston committed suicide because of his depression. Jesus. It got me emotional so much.
Thanks god, it's just a bad dream, but I'm still so shocked. I thought "How could this happen to him?? To a person who always speaks about love and life??" Then I realized that the dream didn't came out of nowhere.
Recently I watched people discussing Hiddleston's real depression and reasons for it. We all know that last months weren't easy for him. He had to deal with a lot of hate after that golden globe speech (and as for me, he didn't deserve all this hate. Omg he has done great charity work, and now you hate him for words he chose wrongly? Seriously? He even had to apologize for it, but it wasn't enough.) Some say that that conflict is the reason why Loki was killed in Infinity War, like Marvel wanted to get rid of him (I don't know if it's true, I hope it's not. But still we don't know what's happening with his career at the moment. There's no news about Tom's new project and movies, which is bad). Moreover, he had to deal with hate because of Taylor Swift since some people don't know what 'private life' means. You see, there's a lot of problematic things actually.
As I know, Hiddleston is fine right now, he's been at public places and events so he seems to be okay. I really hope he's fine. This dream made me think about the fact, that hate is literally can ruin everything. I'm not even talking about Tom, I'm talking about hate exactly. You know, Tom Hiddleston is a very non-conflicting person and he's got enough shit from haters anyway. What about other people?
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