I like calling you this. Remember when we actually met. Near the hundred cars and city lights You found me, when I was loosing myself with every passing second. I remember looking at you between the sound of us laughing, closing my eyes because I get scared when I give up control. The speed of the shopping cart in that parking area was nothing compared to my heartbeat. I remember looking at the few celestials above, car light stars and then you. You saved me & we didn't even know. I wasn't myself for months and you reminded me of who I am. And when we were jumping off the wall, you asked for my hand and I hesitated, you saw it in my eyes and smiled. That damn smile and I took off my shield after what felt like a thousand years.
I remember, watching a beautiful sunset. Except this one was different from the ones before. It was just you & me without our armours and shields. You told me that I remind you of you and I smiled,I wish I knew then what it meant. I remember looking at the drowning sun, the cotton candy clouds, the October sky and then at you. There I saw every beautiful thing I think there is.
I remember a Friday morning, you playing with my hair and saying that you can't decide whether I look more pretty in a bun or my hair all falling on you. You told me that you saw me in you dream & I teased 'boyyy, you're in love with me' God knows, how much I wished for you to be. You said that you've never been in love and pulled me closer. I remember, looking at the sun rays, the curtains couldn't stop from coming in. Listening to the birds chirping and then looking in your eyes,in that very moment, I saw your armour within your eyes.
Dear lover, there I realized, loving you is easy. Making you believe in love is something the heavens would cry for.
Loving is not easy when everybody loves you but the one you saw love within is scared of falling.....- Sadaf •
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