VANITY POST ALERT. Still obsessed with my hair makeover. It’s become lighter within a day.. like wine... better with time.
Apart from the obvious good pose moment with perfect light and hair, I thought I’d share a few intimate thoughts with the community. After all social media is an amazing thing and I believe in using not being judgmental about those who do in various ways.
Today is special to me because I feel a little bit better. For the past year I have been grieving the biggest loss of my life, mother. Losing her made me lose purpose overall, from being social to doing my hair and nails, which in general were second nature to my personality (those who know me know this side of me well).. became an odious task. I went 10 month with no hair cut and 1.5 years with no colour or style. My point is, this journey was hard. Sometimes getting out of bed, opening the windows, stepping out on a day off, bringing my self back in to kitchen became the most difficult things to do. Almost a year later, a week and half later, I now feel I have found a little bit of strength to be myself again.
There are many of you who would be feeling this way right now. I just wanted to say, ITS OK. Take your time, one small step at a time. Healing takes time.. everything takes time.. give yourself that time... eventually you will find reason. You might fall again, but I assure you, you will get back up as well. After one year I have found a way.. through documenting the steps through my instagram.. hoping this would also help you, if you need it.. #onestepatatime #feelinglikeyourself #positivethoughts #supportsystem #bekindtoyourself #documentinggrief #coping #headspacepositivity #breathe